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🧝‍♂️ "SoulQuest: Day 4 – Avatar & Archetype"

  • Writer: pvdbovenkamp
    pvdbovenkamp
  • Aug 7
  • 3 min read

“You didn’t just pick a character. You picked a mirror.”

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I’ve played a lot of roles.Tanks. Healers. DPS. Support.But it wasn’t until recently I started asking… why?

Why am I drawn to certain archetypes?Why do I feel more at home in some roles than others?And what does that say about who I am — or who I’ve been trying to be?



🎮 The Avatar is the Mirror

The character you choose says more about you than you think.

It’s not random.It’s not “just meta.”It’s often an unconscious expression of your inner world.


🛡️ The Tank

  • The protector. The shield. The frontliner.

  • Often chosen by those who carry deep responsibility, or a desire to be seen as strong — even when they’re not.

  • Sometimes it’s about control…Sometimes it’s about not wanting anyone else to get hurt like you were.

“If I take the damage, no one else has to suffer.”

✨ The Healer

  • The lifeline. The caretaker. The support.

  • Chosen by those who feel the pain of others deeply — or who wish someone had healed them.

  • It can come from pure compassion… or from unhealed trauma masked as service.

  • You might be saving others to feel worthy of being kept.

“If I can keep everyone alive, maybe I’ll matter enough not to be left.”

🧠 The Controller

  • The strategist. The manipulator of flow. The shaper of the environment.

  • Chosen by those who see the bigger picture — who feel more than what’s visible.

  • Adaptable. Flexible. Sometimes invisible — but always influencing.

  • This role isn’t about dominance — it’s about vision.

“If I can influence the battlefield, I can change the story.”

I resonate with this one deeply.Controllers aren’t bound to one way — they become the way.And maybe, just maybe, I chose that role because I was always adapting — to survive, to be safe, to stay aware.


And now?

I choose it because I finally see the power in it.



💉 The Support

  • The buffer. The enabler. The one who holds the team together.

  • Often drawn to by those who feel unseen unless they’re useful.

  • They give boosts, vision, speed — often from the background.

  • They carry the energy of the connector — helping others shine.

“If I make everyone better, maybe I’ll finally feel like I belong.”

Unhealed, they may overextend, self-abandon, or feel forgotten.Healed, they’re orchestrators of harmony, holding the team’s frequency in balance.



💥 The Damage Dealer (DPS)

  • The focused blade. The fast hands. The high risk, high reward soul.

  • Usually picked by those who want to prove their worth, fast and loud.

  • “Top frag,” “MVP,” “Who carried?” — this archetype thrives on recognition.

  • But deep down? They often carry wounds around being enough.

“If I can do more damage than everyone else, maybe they’ll see me. Maybe I’ll matter.”

Unhealed DPS chases validation through numbers.Healed DPS? Purposeful firepower — destructive only to illusions.



🧙‍♂️ Bonus: The Hybrid / Wildcard

  • Some players pick hybrids — off-meta, strange builds, flex roles.

  • This reflects the path of the shapeshifter, the outsider, or even the seer.

  • They don’t want to be defined. They want to discover.

  • Often mirrors those of us walking between roles, or outside the system entirely.

“I’m not here to fit in. I’m here to reflect what’s missing.”

🪞 Why It Matters

The role you play reflects your soul’s pattern.


It reveals:

  • What you seek.

  • What you’re healing.

  • What you are — or are becoming.


This isn’t about analyzing for the sake of it.This is about remembering who you are through who you play.

Because you don’t just pick characters…You channel them.


🌀 Your Turn: Reflect on Your Avatar

Ask yourself:

  • What roles am I drawn to in games? Why?

  • What emotional need does that role fulfill?

  • Is it about strength? Safety? Healing? Attention? Visibility?

  • Who am I being — and who am I afraid to be?


Gaming gives you the chance to embody other versions of yourself…But it also gives you the chance to find the real one.


📅 Tonight @ 19:00, I go live.

But I’m not just picking a character.

I’m revealing a piece of myself.And maybe… so are you.

The avatar is the mirror.The archetype is the soul in disguise. The controller? That’s me — adapting, shifting, architecting.

 
 
 

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