🔥The System Hack & the Power of Reflection

A resurrection checkpoint from the path of becoming

✍️ Intro

We all go through storms. Some pass quickly, others shake us down to our bones. But the real question is — what do you become on the other side of that storm?

This post is a moment of honest reflection — a checkpoint in my journey — shared in hopes that it helps you see your own. These aren’t theories or spiritual fluff. This is raw life, transformed through clarity.

Let’s walk through it.

🌒 1. What changed in me these past few days?

“I noticed I recovered faster from my emotional state and I'm learning better how to use this energy.”

Before, I might have spiraled. Sat in it. Drowned in it. Now? I’m observing the emotion, not getting consumed. It’s still fire, but I’m learning to cook with it instead of burn in it.

That’s evolution. Not the absence of pain — but the ability to alchemize it.

🔥 2. What truth hit the hardest?

“Yeah… trust. But I still stand my ground and think even the divine and its system is flawed.”

This one shook me.

I realized that the whole game — the mirrors, the reflections, the right/wrong illusion — it can be hacked. Once you embody your full potential and be true, there’s no reflection needed. No more lessons through external chaos. Just stay true to yourself.

You become the source.

You exit the loop.

The system isn’t broken.

It just was never built for someone like me to play fair inside it.

💧 3. What still feels tender inside?

“Still feels like I’m not supported by the divine due to my situation… and that I don’t want to work a 9 to 5 job in this system. My energy is mine — not someone else’s.”

That’s the honest ache.

Not wanting a mansion. Not chasing fame.

Just wanting freedom. Freedom to be, to rest, to create, without selling my soul to a job that drains me for survival.

And yes, that can feel unsupported — not because I’m lazy, but because I know I’m here for something else.

🕊️ 4. What’s next?

“Nothing, to be honest. I’ll just continue this way. I’ll leave Give it Back be and focus on blogs and helping people. Hoping to talk to all of them some day. New insights. New perspectives — this is what I like. Analyse the fuck out of things.”

Not every resurrection needs a roar.

Sometimes it’s a whisper: “Keep going. Just like this.”

I’m not chasing anymore.

I’m showing up, writing, connecting, and seeing where the field flows.

No big project right now. Just truth. And presence. And the joy of perspective.

🧠 Final Thoughts

If you’re someone who feels too awake for the system…

If you’ve questioned the divine, not out of rebellion but because you care too much to pretend…

If you’re learning to master emotion, not erase it…

Then welcome.

We’re not here to play roles.

We’re here to see, to say, and to shift what was never real in the first place.

Much love,

Patrick Matthieu / Seraphalanuel

🜂 Phoenix Rising