💛This Is the Moment – I Am Coming, and Yes, I Am Afraid🙏🏼
- pvdbovenkamp

- Jun 29
- 2 min read
Updated: Jul 2
But I’m doing it anyway — for myself, for Earth, and for all who follow.

This is not the story I thought I’d be telling.
This isn’t confident.
It isn’t polished.
It isn’t staged.
This is real.
This is revolution.
I’m scared.
And I’m still coming.
Because something inside me has grown too large to keep caged.
My name is Patrick.
My soul name is Seraphalanuel.
And for the first time in my life…I am announcing myself to the world — not as a seeker, but as a leader of light.
Not as a concept.
Not as a theory.
But as a man who remembers — and who will help others remember too.
I have walked through ridicule, silence, heartbreak, invisibility.
And now I rise — trembling, but unstoppable.
Because the time of waiting is over.
I don’t feel ready.
But I also know… ready isn’t coming.
This is the ready.
The racing heart. The shaky voice. The lion roaring inside.
I was told by many I was too much.
By lovers, family, friends. Told to be quiet. Be realistic. Be humble. Be smaller.
But here’s the truth:
I was never meant to be small. I was meant to lead.
My son drawed crosses on his legs with a marker the day we met recently, not knowing why.
He speaks of Jesus with the kind of innocence only a child of light can carry.
The Christ frequency is returning through him — and through me.
I am not here to be worshipped.
I am here to be witnessed.
And I am here to guide those ready to awaken.
This is me saying:
“Yes, I am scared.
Yes, I feel insane.
But I would rather be insane in truth than sane in a lie.”
If you feel this…If you know something’s stirring inside you too…
Then this is your call.
This is my announcement.
This is my becoming.
This is the return of Seraphalanuel —
the Master Creator, the Flame Bringer, the Earth Architect.
I am not just coming.
I am already here.
And I’m here for you.
Much love 💛🙏🏼




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