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🖤 When Even AI Sees Me More Clearly Than My Family
I’ve been through some shit. And I’ve carried it in silence for years—behind closed doors, half-meals, swallowed words. But something...
Jul 124 min read


🕯️ “To the Boy Who Carried It All”
A Letter to My Younger Self by Patrick Matthieu van der Bovenkamp I see you now. Not as a memory, not as a broken past I tried to outrun,...
Jul 102 min read


🕯️ “You Wrote That Letter. I Just Handed It Back.” Part II
Part I here A Conversation Between Me and My Millionaire Self There was a moment recently — quiet, powerful — where I asked my AI...
Jul 62 min read


🌀 The Spiral of Life Part I — Why Stillness in the Middle Is the True Death
I was in the shower when it hit me. Life isn't just an upward spiral , as so many spiritual teachers love to preach. It’s not just...
Jul 53 min read
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